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THE FINAL NOTICE .. Eviction means dying on the streets .and there is nothing to stop this

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ozzie1961
ozzie1961

The Court document just sent to me by the Solicitor.

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  • Davesoapbox
    Davesoapbox ozzie1961

    Posted

    Ozzie,

    are you currently receiving medication for a mental illness or under a crisis management team/ community psychiatric nurse etc. I only ask because if you are then there may be some help available from them as you could be classed as being under the mental health act and therefore offered some protection. I don't know facts but it may be worth you speaking to them, especially as this event is making you suicidal which puts you at risk. Please stay strong you have my utmost respect and compassion

    • ozzie1961
      ozzie1961 Davesoapbox

      Posted

      thanks

      I find myself to exhausted and unabe to continue a 3 year long battel alone any more

      I really am at the end days and it will all be something I will never have to spend another tear on .

      Advice from professionals only leads to more isolation and more despair.

      PJ

    • Davesoapbox
      Davesoapbox ozzie1961

      Posted

      Ozzie,

      i understand and you feel that you can go no lower, you feel that everyone and everything has deserted you. But my friend you are not alone, you are not the first or the last to hit bottom and certainly not the first to consider ending it all. I have a friend who has PTSD, served 3 tours of Afghanistan and has recently hit bottom. He told he he wanted to end it because he was worthless, I asked him what he would do if he was still a soldier " pick up my rifle, and carry on" he replied. I looked at him and said "what's changed?" You want to give up, but sometimes one last push, one last finger to the darkness is what it takes. They may take your home but don't give them your life, you will have many homes, many possessions, but you only get one life. And one day you may be in a situation to help someone else see light in the darkness and on that day you will have the best of possessions, the knowledge that your compassion has helped others. Sorry if I sound like I'm preaching but I truely believe you have a greatness within you.

      namaste my friend

    • ozzie1961
      ozzie1961 Davesoapbox

      Posted

      i need someone to do the fighting for me.

      I am finished inside.

      I am in empty and have nothing left to fight for.

      Thats where freinds would normally arrive but mine have stopped phoning me , and given up on me,

      I have made them tired of knowing me .

      I have nothing more to offer anyone.

      that the bottom line

      and this is what my reality offers me.

      my 2 emails to my sistes in Australia confirm this .

      PJ

    • Davesoapbox
      Davesoapbox ozzie1961

      Posted

      Ozzie I have to agree with jim48507, you might be better off going to hospital, I know this really helped me
  • jim48507
    jim48507 ozzie1961

    Posted

    Can you call some emergency service to prevent your impending suicide.  Maybe you need to go to a hospital.  You should not give up and just die.  Sometimes the hospital is a foot in the door to getting out of this situation quagmire.  I went to the hospital when I was facing homelessness and got housed eventually without spending one day on the streets.  I too was suicidal and felt no way out but I got through.   Maybe you need to seek emergency admissiion to a hospital or treatment place since you're seriously contemplating killing yourself.  Please consider that option.
  • deirdre._03652
    deirdre._03652 ozzie1961

    Posted

    OZZIE..please do what jim has said...it could well be your answer..both jim and David have senT YOU EXCELLENT ADVISE... don't let them win please !!!!

    Call someone now !!! You are at real risk of harming yourself...call someone now...Please....Deirdre xxx

  • elizabeth20203
    elizabeth20203 ozzie1961

    Posted

    Hello Ozzie,  Don't give up, people have suggested getting in touch with the mental health team as you are suicidal.  I know you have tried so many options and have hit a brick wall. You are now weaker and suicidal and i understand that,  you have health issues and someone must listen.  Go to A & E anything to make someone listen.

    We are all thinking of you.

    Elizabeth.

    • ozzie1961
      ozzie1961 elizabeth20203

      Posted

      My body is reacting 

      I have terrible diahreah now 

      I have swelling allover my groin from my lymph nodes stopping to work as they should.

      I cant clean or wash myself for 3 weeks.

      I my home is turning into a squat, I can barely talk and commuincate to my best freind who lives with me.

      I am about to write him a letter befroe I go away in the next few days to find the real pace I am looking for.

      No mental health professional can give me a roof over my head, no doctor or medical consultant can change this, no MP has the power to change the situation , no organisation we all know about have any pwer to make a difference all they can do is give advice till its overload plus.

      This is what isolation and despair equals.

      It is only within me to make things right.

      xxxxx

       

  • Bird82
    Bird82 ozzie1961

    Posted

    Ozzie I agree with the others here. Please please please do not give up. Your life is worth so much and you will get through this. Please just go to hospital, A&E, tell them you are very sick. Even make something up about feeling very ill right now if you have to. They will investigate and ask questions and you can tell them your situation. There has to be help out there for you. If you are ill and homeless you are in a very vulnerable situation and you deserve to be helped.

    I have read many of your posts on here and although I may not know you, I know you are a beautiful person and you can get through this Ozzie.

    Please don't give up

  • elizabeth20203
    elizabeth20203 ozzie1961

    Posted

    If i could be at your side now i would, i live in Hinckley, 100 miles away. You say you have parents in Australia would they help you financially, send you money to get a private rental for now.  How about your friend, carer has he family that can help till you both get sorted.  Think about what your friend will feel if you take your life, he will never get over it.  I have explained to you that i have experienced this being left behind,  it's a life sentance for us.  You will leave him homeless, greiving and helpless that he couldn't save you and years of emotional pain. Ozzie only you can save yourself. We are all on your side trying to help you,  Physically we cannot be there, we are all strangers that care and trying to find solutions.  I am appalled that there is no help from the proffessionals,  it's disgraceful to leave vulnerable people like this. I sincerely hope you don't act on your wish to commit suicide, we would all miss you here. You are a valuable person,  you can never come back from death, it's a final end, please reconsider.  You still have a couple of weeks,  where there is life there is hope.  

    Elizabeth. 

  • Bird82
    Bird82 ozzie1961

    Posted

    Ozzie can you let us know you're still here? Please. I'm worried. There's still time to try and Get some help.
    • ozzie1961
      ozzie1961 Bird82

      Posted

      IM STILL HERE

      I DO NOT PLAN TO END MY LIFE TODAY.

      iTS A PLAN THAT I WILL FOLLOW THROUGH WITH IN THE COMING DAYS.

      IAM JUST HEADING TO BED AFTER TAKING 4 PROPRANONAL TABLETS WHICH SHOULD BE ENOUGHT O CALM ME RIGHT DOWN AND SEND ME BACK ITO A DEEP SLEEP.

      i RAN OUT OF DIAZIAAM AS i WAS TAKING A NUMBER OF THEM BUT STILL NOT RESTING PROPERLY AND WAKING UP EVERY 3/4 HRS WITH ANXIETY.

      PLEASE BE ASSURE I AM FINE RIGHT NOW

      pj

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