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So been on mirtazapine now for 6 weeks or so . My anxiety is still there but no where near as bad as it was. Previously on sertraline for 3 months wich sent me a bit crazy with constant panic attacks and nightmares. So that's the good . However the anxiety is now replaced with depression and constant lows.
I was 43 last week and I don't look foward to anything. I get up go to work to a job that I hate (I'm self employed ). People owe me money that haven't paid. I go home sit in front of the TV watch the same old sh*te. In the last 3 weeks or so my hair has gone grey and receding . I'm so fed up. Started drinking again which I had gave up for 3 years. Just can't find enjoyment in anything. Had been planning to go travelling at the end of the year for a couple of months but even that doesn't fill me with any happiness. Have now been waiting for a physiatrist appointment for 3 months good old nhs. Just really fed up and giving up hope 😕
Anyway rant over I've been sitting outside my customers house for half an hr so I should go in and do some work 😢
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