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I have been dealing with the awfulness of perimenopause for close to two years now. Just when I think that things are improving, I seem to revert back to pure torture: feeling numb inside, as though I am not even a part of my body, if this makes sense; fear; depression; hopelessness; rage; bloating; digestive issues; wobbly and off balance, which causes falls. The list is endless.
I am doing everything that I can to just get through each moment, when times are bad, but it almost seems beyond human endurance.
My periods are all over the place: early, late, heavy, almost non-existent...
I am turning 51 later this year, and I have yet to skip a period.
Every day, I work on keeping hope alive, and I remind myself that, one day, my life won't be like this anymore.
It's incredibly hard.
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