The wait

I had protected sex on April 20th with this guy. I didn't think much of it. I was kinda scared of catch a STD just because he was my first sexual encounter with a male. May 18th I had unprotected sex with a different guy and immediately was scared after. The next day I called asked him if he was clean and if he wasn't to just tell me because I am going to the doctors regardless. He assured me he was clean. I'm not sure why but since the first encounter this fear of catching herpes has been in my mind so I have been researching everything. Tuesday I was suppose to go to the doctor by she rescheduled me for Thursday which was 2 days before my period was suppose to start so I know I had basically began shedding and there was blood in my uterus. I would say Tuesday I started feeling this weird feeling on my vagina like I had wiped too hard. I just told my self to chill because I do wipe kinda excessively. Fast forward to Wednesday and I wipe an I realize that it is kinda itchy. The itchy feeling wasn't a feeling like I need to scratch it only would have that sensation when I wiped. So I immediately get a mirro and start looking and on the inside of my labia is read. So I start to freak out but luckily my appointment is the next day. I go on Thursday and I could tell my doctor was annoyed because I kept talking and asking questions. She does a visual exam and she says I see nothing you look completely fine. And I'm like siting up showing here the itchy places and she's like it looks normal to me. So I still ask to have all the test done. So today now 10 days after the unprotected sex I check because now I have this weird sensation on the vulve just outside my vagina. There is a small rash. And a smaller patch on the other side. These are not white. They are red dots. I took a apple cider vinegar bath to soothe everything and it helped. I'm not sure if it's herpes. I won't know anything until Tuesday which is annoying because until then I have spent all my time examining myself and researching online. I have no smell I feel like, no abnormal discharge, no fever like symptoms. The only thing is I am on my period. I don't feel as though I have any abdonminal pain other than cramps. But I read somewhere that menstration can trigger an OB. so I'm just terrified.

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