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Hi all; I feel that I had "got the gist of Fibro"...but today I feel has been the worst day for a very long time....just felt "completely" out of this world....and as we all say "pace ourselves"...but there are times like this, that it's JUST not possible. I guess it has been building up all week...from GP appt...then to having to drive to get scripts filled....and as I knew hubby was coming home for long weekend, tried to make sure everything was clean and ready for him....and to top off, having the Blinds installed last week, and trying to re-hang curtains one at a time...then the only day the Electrician could come was yesterday morning, and then son-in-law came yesterday afternoon to install some drawers in bedroom (as he didn't want hubby do have to do them when he was only home for a few days),,,,then having to drive to airport last night (which I am finding hard to do, driving is hard enough these days, but night-time is worse, with ALL of the car-lights).....little sleep last night, and then hubby going all day with lawns/garden/washing my car/having his eyes tested etc etc etc...and as kids wanted to catch up their father, three came for dinner.....this I really found difficult to do.....I was just so "out of it"....felt like I was Just coming out of an anaestheic (that's the only way/best way to describe it)....such an effort to even put greens etc into microwave/make the gravy....(felt hubby needed a good home cooked meal, so roasted a leg of pork etc).....it has been such a test, and I have known/told soooo many "not to do" these things, but what/how not to at these times.....and Yes the meds are coming out tonight...sooo need my sleep tonight, and every part of me "hurts"....the back muscles burning, legs/hips/ankles/arms neck muscles...all aching/heavy/sore....I know this not a New Discussion, just the b....Fibro, and a way of Reminding me...but as we all say, we feel that our families' know us and what we are going through, but still the same issues are always there.....no I'm not stressed.....am past that feeling, but sooo wish I knew how to say "sorry, you guys cook dinner"... and tomorrow the other two girls want to come over with their families to see their dad, so another full day.....they know I find it hard, and I know they know, but as it's always been like that, it will always be like that, until I'm in the Nursing Home????? anyways, just had my whinge, I guess to our forum of people who understand....Thankyou Bron
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