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Hey, so i'm 17, since i was 9 i've always been sociay shy, never really liked being around people, i spent most of my time on my pc from ages 9-15-16 it's esy to say that most of my years has been spent in my bedroom, i've been homeschooled since i was born, so i never had to leave to go anywhere, i never had friends, when i turned 16 and a half, my uncle gave me a yamaha r6, (street bike) i set a goal to get mu drivers license, and then motorcycles license, shortly before i got my license, i got a sharp pain through the top of my head, and i looked up and got dizzy, the first thing i thought to do was to google the symptoms (worst mistake of my life) what do i see? Brain tumor threads, ever since then i have been having severe anxiety attacks and panic attacks, shortly after that, i got heart puplitations (rapid heart beat) i found out i had underactive thyroid, so i got put on meds for that, from my understanding, having a underactive thyroid causes anxiety and depression (which i already had) so i'm guessing it made it even worse, fast forward until 17, i had been having problems sleeping at night, and i wanted something to help me, i ended up getting weed, i smoked at my sisters house, and everything was fine that night, i was tired so i went to bed woke up the next day, extra tired and seeing everything in like hd, i liked it though, so i smoked again, (this time by myself) and i felt fine, for a short while, it got extremely hard to breathe, so i started getting worried that i had just smoked weed laced with fentanyl (one of the symptoms was not being able to breathe) i got seriously scared, then i got the strange feeling in my head, i layed down in bed shaking, my girlfriend (over phone) wasn't aware and was trying to make me horny, so i thought it might make me feel better if i came, i rubbed for more then 10 mind AND JUS COULDN'T GET HARD, i've never had this problem before in my life, i got extremely scared over that,Then ALL HELL broke lose, i was sweating, wondering what was wrong with me rapid heart beat and i literally thought i was going to die that night, i've never been so scared, now, 12 days has gone by, and it seems like i sometimes don't feel like myself? Like i'm not in control, i don't seem to notice it much when i'' playing games but at night it is really bad, i'm having trouble differentiating if, i have a brain tumor or if weed made my anxiety worse, i have been noticing that it is extremely hard for me to get erect now, unless i'm trying really hard to only focus on that, and i know this is weird and personal but when i cum it's almost like i can feel it in my head? A strange feeling, i don't know how to explain, but i'm really really worried, my head just hasn't felt right since then, i'm a 17 year old boy, i was just trying to have some relaxation for once in my life and it all gets turner around on me, i don't know what to do, i honestly don't know where to turn to. PLEASE HELP ME
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