These reminders tell me being raped IS the only memory - forever!

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How oh how can i continue my life? I've wrecked my whole extended family's bond. I am writing this in bits, tears cascading down my face! Those 2 b******s have wrecked my happiness forever. So deayh is the only way I can now stop this pain. Thank you for your help and advice. I can't see another way out.

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    Hi Sam,

    For starters, can you contact the National Suicide Hotline or crisis line? They have talked me down so many times. The National Domestic Violence Hotline has helped me so much, too. Talk to me - what triggered you?

    Cyndi

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    Hi Sam18386

    We note from a recent post which you have made to our forum that you may be experiencing thoughts around self-harm. If we have misinterpreted your comments then we apologies for contacting you directly. But if you are having such thoughts then please note that you are not alone in this, and there are people out there that can help.

    If you are having these suicidal thoughts then we strongly recommend you speak to someone who may be able to help. The Samaritans offer a safe space where you can talk openly about what you are going through. They can help you explore your options, understand your problems better, or just be there to listen.

    Their contact details are on our patient information leaflet here: https://patient.info/health/dealing-with-suicidal-thoughts, which also offers lots of other advice on how you can access the help you may need.

    If you are having such thoughts then please do reach out to the team at the Samaritans (or the other people detailed in our leaflet) who will understand what you're going through and will be able to help.

    Kindest regards

    Patien

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    Hi Sam, ever since I have been scammed in March 2017, I have lost all my saving and in debt. I have the suicide thought since then till now and I know I have depression. No one know about I being scammed except my family members. I feel guilty as I have took my siblings money to help the scammer (I don't know he is a scammer yet). I will always remember what I have done and my mum till now still can't get over it as I have lost all my hard earn money. I always have suicide thought coz if I end my life, I won't feel pain and guilt anymore, however if I really die, my mum won't be able to take it. I told myself I have to live. If you choose to end your life, your hubby and family members will be very sad. Sam, stay strong.

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      Hi Stella32627

      We note from a recent post which you have made to our forum that you may be experiencing thoughts around self-harm. If we have misinterpreted your comments then we apologies for contacting you directly. But if you are having such thoughts then please note that you are not alone in this, and there are people out there that can help.

      If you are having these suicidal thoughts then we strongly recommend you speak to someone who may be able to help. The Samaritans offer a safe space where you can talk openly about what you are going through. They can help you explore your options, understand your problems better, or just be there to listen.

      Their contact details are on our patient information leaflet here: https://patient.info/health/dealing-with-suicidal-thoughts, which also offers lots of other advice on how you can access the help you may need.

      If you are having such thoughts then please do reach out to the team at the Samaritans (or the other people detailed in our leaflet) who will understand what you're going through and will be able to help.

      Kindest regards

      Patient

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      Hi Stella we're not good at helping ourselves, i know i am not. If i am trying to stay strong you must talk. You can pm me, i will listen, read and not judge. I will try to help you if you help me.

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      Sure, is good to have someone to talk to coz others most of the time won't understand how we feel coz they don't experience what we have experience

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