Thinking about starting Citalopram but scared!
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I have been suffering with anxiety over the past 7 years and it's got a lot worse. I'm currently taking Beta-blockers x3 (20mg) daily. My doctor recently prescribed me Citalopram and I'm terrified about taking them. I recently lost my younger brother in April of last year hense, my anxiety getting worse which has now made my depression a lot worse. I was due to start my level 4 in counselling in September of last year but had to differ as I couldn't cope with my grief. Could anyone please share with me their own personal experiences of anti-depressants...I don't know why I feel like such a failure but I do. I have no drive, energy, motivation, I cry all the time, I feel hopeless and sad constantly, I hate leaving the house etc. Is this just grief or depression? I know my doctor has prescribed me the anti-depressants...I guess I just want people's thoughts, do they really help without turning you into a zombie or is that just a myth? Any feedback would be very warmly received x
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Sissy63 nicola28267
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First, I am so sorry for the loss of your younger brother. That is a very difficult thing to work through. I hope you are seeking grief counseling to help you through this very difficult time.
Second, you are definitely not a failure!! You have been through a really hard thing! Even if you had not been through anything as difficult as losing a loved one, life just deals us strange things and sometimes we need the assistance of medication to help us through it.
Please try the medication. Ask yourself if you want to continue living like you currently are? I am guessing not. The medication will take a while to building up in your system. I don't read often of people feeling like a zombie unless their dose is too high.
I am certainly not where I want to be yet, but I am better than where I was. It takes patience and perservernace!
Take care!
Sissy
angie4567 nicola28267
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You don't have to be scared, you have done the hardest part. 7 years and a terrible loss, things can really only get better. We have all been that frightened it's part of the illness, negative thoughts are debilitating but don't let them stop you from trying to get better.
Good luck and be positive xx
jane63977 nicola28267
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nicola28267 jane63977
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Grief is so bloody hard, my whole life has changed as has yours. Times a healer, I don't think so. I've lost my brother and I'm loosing myself, it's now time to try change my mental state and be strong..easier said than done though but I'll give it my best shot. I'll hold you to that, might be on here asking advice when I'm weak. You hang in there also, I'm right here to support you if you need me thank you again x
jane63977 nicola28267
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nicola28267 jane63977
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Kelly_marie_80 nicola28267
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How was it taking your first tablet, I hope not too bad for you, you also took it in the evening so if you was able to sleep then you did not feel any side effect not that everybody does.
I'm one of the unlucky ones I think I have had every side effect I am on day 19 today still getting side effects and no real improvement as yet. But I will preserve I have read many threads and it does not work over night it takes time, let be positive I no it's hard but it's something we need to do in this bad time of our life's 😀
carl59241 nicola28267
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As the others have said be positive once you've started & talk to your family about how you feel & encourage their support as you may need it.
I had to take cit twice & both times it took 8 to 12 weeks to fully reach normality again so please be patient with it.
The cit basically blocks your body's natural production of serotonin (chemical that makes you feel normal/happy) so the first weeks can be quite hard & possibly make you feel a lot worse as it may prevent sleep as your melatonin may also lower.
I took diazepam to help me get through the heightened anxiety during the days only when I needed them and zolpidam to help me sleep at night again only when j needed them.
I like you was worried about taking all three tablets & the fear of becoming addicted (mind playing tricks caused by heightened anxiety) but as said I've been through it twice and no issues whatsoever coming off the Diaz & Zolp.
Hopefully you won't get it as bad as described above but I just wanted to warn you of what can happen in case it took you by surprise.
I also had anxiety for several years like before finally taking the cit plunge and am now 7 months into 2nd spell of 20mg cit and will not be making the mistake of coming off them again as I crashed badly out of nowhere & had to go through the whole uptake side effects again.
Be positive and keep in touch with everyone on here - it helped me so so much in the bad times ag the start esp Katecogs.
All the best Nicola
Carl
carl59241 nicola28267
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Cheers
lee1111 nicola28267
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nicola28267 lee1111
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I'm sorry it's taken so long to reply and thank you for your support with cit and my personal anxieties with it. I stopped taking cit after the first day, the side effects where horrible, couldn't sleep, eat, constant sweats, dizzy, sickness, muscle twinges etc. I'm now taking Fluoxetine 20mg and I've had no side effects at all, I'm a month in to taking it now and I could feel the difference in me after only 2 1/2 weeks. Had my first review at the doctors today and all is good, I've been told that they haven't even fully kicked in yet and I can exspect more of a difference and will feel the full benefits come mid May. I am very lucky that my body has tolerated Fluoxetine, I highly recommend it to anyone x