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This am

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lynda70899
lynda70899

Awful thoughts this am.  Negative thoughts like I am never going to get better.  Thoughts that make mr fearful.  So unlike me.  Just don't know what to do anymore.

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  • rachel62244
    rachel62244 lynda70899

    Posted

    I know how u feel. I feel like I'm going crazy like my kind wants to break me and it has. I have thoughts of hurting my children etc and believe me that would never happen I'm a totally push over I love them dearly so I feel so guilty and like a monster. I image people dying etc, getting cancer the list goes on but I'm really not well. I'm in a what I can only explain as a numb dull fog on haze and confusion sad I believe that feeling is classic serve depression. Meds help but only a little for me. I send u love and one day it will be over !!!! Xx
    • lynda70899
      lynda70899 rachel62244

      Posted

      Rachel

      thanks for your response.  Not sure how you do everything, but I certainly admire you. Tending to your children, running a household and giving helpful advice on this forum.  All this and feeling like you do.  You are one strong last.

      lynda

    • rachel62244
      rachel62244 lynda70899

      Posted

      Thank you. I feel weak not strong but I will help anyone I can as I know how awful it is and how no one understands. Iv cried all day but a lot of it is the stress of all iv been through from this illness x
    • lynda70899
      lynda70899 rachel62244

      Posted

      Yes. I have spend a good deal of the day crying.  What is with these meds.  Thinking I should just go off them.  The what???

      lynda

  • stephaney28634
    stephaney28634 lynda70899

    Posted

    Hi Lynda, I know exactly what your going through, I have the same thoughts. I am seeing therapis, to try and help with my problems.
    • lynda70899
      lynda70899 stephaney28634

      Posted

      I would love to see a psychiatrist but the waiting list is nine months.  I live in a small community just outside Toronto Canada. might have to find one in Toronto.

      lynda

  • jean84704
    jean84704 lynda70899

    Posted

    Hello linda

    If it's any consolation Lynda I'm also having a bad day struggled to get out of bed this morning and it's just gone down hill from there. I have got this great big black cloud hovering over me I feel it's never gonna go away but I try and keep positive best I can

    jean x

    • lynda70899
      lynda70899 jean84704

      Posted

      Jean

      positivity has eluded me at the moment.  Are you on sertraline.

      lynda

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