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I know I have depression because of my symptoms but I also took pharmacology so I do not want prescribed drugs because of the side effects sometimes being life altering. I was dealt a crappy hand in life when I was born. It's like you realize how bad your child hood was once you are an adult and I have really seen the darkness now bad so I am choosing to write this post. I am 34 so I was born in the early 80s right? Let's start from there. It's when all hell broke lose. Neglect galore. The big wave came at age 3 when my Mom married a nightmare. Post traumatic stress war veteran. My child hood was a lot of trauma. I know others can relate to this experience because there are many victims to this child hood like me. I was taken from my home because my Mom would make me stay with other people when my step dad did not want me around. So a majority of my younger years revolved around me living in different cities with either her friend or my aunt (her sister) ... during this time I was also moved from school to school. Never held back though. I have always been very smart regardless of my dysfunctional school pattern. Fast learner. Anyhow, today I had a total meltdown when I was home alone because the child hood anger came tumbling down. My fiance is so very caring and supportive so I chose to seek help online in the effort to recieve assistance immediately. I realize I am a trauma victim so this healing road is not going to be easy because I know what I have seen is like a haunting experience for me.
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