Thought I was healed....
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hi people, it's been ages since i wrote anything on here. i know i have PTSD, i know i have tonnes of support. but. it's all changed, after a couple of years with no touch (sexually) i am really scared i'm losing my marriage too. it was buggered initially through assault but now it feels damaged beyond repair. i am concerned as i approach 50 and 15 years marriage that this is it. nothing. the people who assaulted me have done irreparable damage. do i stay the course or give up? i hate feeling so bad it breaks my heart. it's left me with no kids,.no life, no legacy, no nothing. some days just leaving the planet seems right. i have failed my husband.....
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