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I have spent the past 34 years obese. I am 37 years old and started gaining at 5 years old, no matter what I did or how healthy I ate, the weight would not stop coming on. past 10 years I was walking 6 miles a day 5 days a week eating lettuce with baked chicken and white vinegar for dressing and drinking water only for 2 years I did this and didn't lose a pound. I found out my thyroid is a bit low and my testosterone is low, I been on thyroid meds and the endocrenologist upped them and still am unable to lose weight. I joined a gym and for 10 months worked out every other night and ended up gaining weight. not muscle, how do I know it isn't muscle? because I gained 30 lbs in 2 months you can't gain that much muscle that fast. My endo upped my thyroid meds 4 months ago, 4 months ago I was 469lbs, last month I was down to 431 without working out, without doing anything, this month I am back up to 455lbs. My diet is the same nothing has changed and still yet I can't lose weight.
Before you say I need to diet, mind you I already basically am and my junk food and sugars are cut down to once a week/month. Please don't tell me about diets and buying whole foods and such. I already know all about it. when you spend your entire life over 400 pounds you know everything there is to know about diets and food.
I am 37, been single my whole life, figured I would hit the dating scene and so I did
I have spent 8 years in the dating scene trying to find a woman to date and settle down with. Past 8 years I have been rejected around 4000 times and told I am ugly, disgusting, worthless, useless, told I have nothing to offer a woman or give a woman, mocked at laughed at, told I don't deserve love or a relationship, told I needed to end my life for being so fat and lazy.
Past 8 years I have been lead on by 22 women who pretended to love and want me and lead me on for 3 months or more sweet talking me telling me they love me and making plans for us then would fake their death or call me while having sex with someone or would disappear on me to never be heard from again.
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