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Hey everyone i just want to rant about some stuff in my life. Anyway im 16 and im bored and tired of living and empty and meaningliss life. generally my day dosrnt consist of anything interesting i just wake up extremely tired and put up with everything at school coming home to the same games i always play. I dont know if im depressed or anything becuase i dont always feel down, i have a couple firends and often some things can cheer me up. It just isint easy and i feel if im happy maybe a couple times a day each consisting of maybe 5 minutes or less then its pointless. overall i view everything meaningless and im just tired of living. But worst of all i dont want to become a burden to my family. Since im so unmotivated i dont do well in school anymore that is and i dont think i every will again. I didint mention this before but my mom and dad are both great people and i dont wana hurt them most of all. i feel like the only to options in my life are to just deal with it and wait or leave and find anywhere else i can find somthing meaningful. Its not that i dont want to its just im stuck in a system that stop me. I also am afriad to tell my family the way i feel becuase they have alot of things to do in their life also very tight in money and me feeling this way is another burden for my family to deal with. Anyway thanks for listening im really sry that my spelling grammer sentence structure and basicly everything sucks but i hope u understand the points i was making. thx
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