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Hi, if you took time to read this, I thank you with all my heart.
I'm tired of feeling anxious about everything. I've been like this since I was a kid, and sometimes I beat my own anxiety, but why do I feel like this all the time? I just wish it could go away. My anxiety unables me to do things right and the things I want to do, It's a big stop sign for me. When I try to learn a new thing or doing something, and someone is looking at me, I just become blank and a voice comes and tells me "You can't do it" thus I fail and become more nervous...
I also suffered as a kid as my mother hit me when i made mistakes or my father called me useless... and also I wanted to kill myself so much as a 10 year old (that's just like sad to remember) .Even though I have all these memories that make me as I am (with these characters flaws) I wish I just could re-set myself, and not be like this. I think it has made me into a despicable adult...I'm scared of everything and of failing...
Is there even a way to fix this?
A young desperate girl.
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