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I've had Depression since I was 18 and for the last 9 years it has been under control. A few months back it started coming back and getting worse. I started seeing my Psychologist again and put on new antidepressants. After 2 months I'm not noticing a difference but the opposite. I'm having horrible mood swings, crying spells, outbursts and etc. I have never felt so low in my life and for the 1st time I have had suicidal thoughts. I feel so depressed and worthless I don't know what to do. I have nobody to talk to because everyone dismisses it as drama. I'm afraid to go to the hospital because they will lock me up in a mental hospital. I just need someone to talk to and comfort me. I feel like nobody would care if I did do something to myself including my family. I can't shut my mind off and I can't focus or stop crying.
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