Torturous Sleep Disorder
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I’ve been having sleep problem EVERY SINGLE night for the past ten years, literally. I have no understanding, no cure for it nor does my doctor, a neurologist. It started one night in early 2003 when I was trying to sleep. What felt like an intense and focus jolt of vibration that is usually associated with electrocution struck the back of my head and shook my entire skull inside and out. It then went on sporadically throughout the entire night during sleep. It kept me from falling asleep at first and when I did fall asleep; it hit my head again and woke me up. It happened easily four, five times a night. I felt completely exhausted, worse than before I went to bed the previous night, when morning came eventually and I had to get up and go to work. That was how it started.
This same pattern of debilitating sleep interruption described above has been continuing to this date, ten years later, just as it will happen again tonight and tomorrow night and the night after. What had changed in the meantime were the frequency, sensation and the positions it hit on my body. The vibration mentioned had gradually changed into a sensation that I could only described as being hit by a solid blunt object, and it got stronger as it dragged on. The worst came one night in 2008 just before Easter. As “usual” I was trying to sleep when it hit again on the back of my head. But this time it struck about every ten minutes or so at almost the exact moment when I just fell asleep and it felt like someone was physically hitting the back of my head with a hammer. It dragged on for more than an hour. I was in serious pain and my head felt like it was going to explode. I literally lost my mind that night. It was like a physical torture by someone only I was the alone in the room and no one else.
The sensation had changed again since then. It went on to become a powerful “poking” as if someone was poking me with a stick or something. It also began to spread all over my body: limps, torso, etc. Sometimes the poking was so powerful that my arm would fly up as if I was having some kind of convulsion; other times this poking sensation became more like “twisting” and my neck and head would jerk to left or right involuntarily when it hit. It all happened during my sleep. The pattern was the same. I got woken up four, five times a night during sleep. I still felt utterly exhausted even after spending more than ten hours in bed.
At about the same time, a new sensation was developed in addition. It was a needle pricking like sensation which hit my eyes and ears sporadically. At times I would be woken up by a sharp pain in the eye, and it happened for a long period of time. It was really painful, and the pain could last for hours the next day and it required medical attention. This happened in conjunction with the poking sensation on limps and torso. Also around the same time, this “physical/sleep disorder” had started to occur during day time as well when I was working in the office. So I didn’t even know if I could still consider it as just sleep problem any more.
I went to visit a neurologist few times about couple years ago in search for an answer and cure and had gone through some examinations such as the EEG. My EEG turned out fine though, but it offered no indication or explanation as to how and what caused all the terrorizing “symptoms” I had experienced. It puzzled him a great deal. All he could do was prescribing me powerful sleeping pills and no further treatment was suggested. I gave up after a few visits but the problem persisted.
Until recently, the symptoms such as the sensation of electrocution and poking, etc. have become somewhat less powerful, but the pattern and frequency are pretty much the same. I still suffer every single night. Consequently, in addition to suffering from the most immediate and obvious outcome such as chronic fatigue, physical exhaustion, eye strain, black eye, etc.; I’ve also been suffering from depression like symptoms, nightmares and frequent powerful migraine like headaches which sometimes makes me unable to go to work in the morning. This negative effect of my sleep problem has gone beyond physical. I’m desperately trying to find a cure for it but to no avail. TEN year later I’m still suffering from the same illness day after day, night after night, and there seems to be no end and resolution to it.
I could be alone in the whole world experiencing torturous disorder such as this but I try not to believe it. So if you have (or had) experienced or know someone who have been through similar sleep disorder and recuperated, please do share it with me. I will be eternally grateful. Any suggestions which might point to a possible cure are truly welcomed. Many thanks in advance.
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Poppys123
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maureen87
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BC2013
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Thanks maureen87 and Poppys123 for the suggestion. I haven’t tried the CPAP machine, though I did experience sleep apnea-like symptom such as difficulty in breathing during sleep a few times in the past. I’m not sure if my sleep disorder is really caused by sleep apnea. I discussed it with my neurologist once about the possibility of me having sleep apnea, but he wasn’t convinced.
What I have been experiencing so far doesn’t seem to fit entirely the general description of sleep apnea. My many “symptoms” as described are far too strange and completely incomprehensible to me, or even to my doctor for that matter. They seem completely random and yet there is a pattern. I just don’t know what they really are and how they happen. It is probably a lot more complicated than I can imagine……
jaysus10 BC2013
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nikki714 BC2013
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Last night after experiencing 2 attacks for the first time in a year, I experienced for the first time, that the electric shock feeling was hardly there, but to take its place, the paralysis I experienced led to me gasping for breath and my chest hurt. I decided to go to the ER hoping that they would order differential diagnostic tests other than the routine tests. I had been dizzy for 4 days before the attacks this time. The ER doctor focused on my "chest pain" and "dizziness". After I was discharged with instructions to see my PCP within the next two days, I arrived home with a headache and feeling nauseous. I called the hospital back and asked them if they would contact the ER Dr. that saw me and ask him to order a brain scan since it was mentioned by his nurse and him that further workup would be outpatient MRI. I was told to come back in if I was feeling worse. Well, it being 4 a.m., I decided that it was pointless to return to the ER since they wouldn't do the MRI anyway. I told them I would return to the hospital in the next 24 hours. When I did return the next afternoon, the Dr. that saw me had his mind-up made up about my complaints before I even opened my mouth to share my concerns. He walked in with his arms crossed and begrudgingly extended his hand for a stiff handshake to introduce himself. He summed up his interpretation of my chart from last night and the reason for my return visit and said that none of it made medical sense to him and I should schedule an appointment to see my PCP. I felt like he had no intention of trying to help me. He made that clear by saying that he has real emergencies to attend to and walking out of the room. I walked out and asked for a complaint form. I was told by the check-out desk that I needed to go back to my room to be discharged by the nurse. I told her that I had never met the nurse, the Dr. came in first (which is not standard operating procedure) and he dismissed me and my concerns. I was directed to the nurses's desk and then to back to my room to wait for my nurse. The Dr. re-entered the room to try and save his ass by providing me with instructions to try breathing into a paper bag the next time I have one of my attacks because it sounds like episodes that occur from hyperventiliating. I told him that I have hyperventiliated before and it is not that. He said, "Well if you're not willing to listen to a doctor's advice, then I there's nothing anyone can do to help me." I left that hospital with a complaint form in hand that I will attach this post to and turn in to the hospital.
@bc2013 I have had the CPAP test and that yielded no results for me. You are not alone in this.
sally85877 BC2013
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Scandivik sally85877
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Then the root of 1 problem is solved and many of your symptoms will go away
jeanette71883 BC2013
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Scandivik BC2013
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I have had very similar symptoms, and am still getting them from time to time, it all started in 2010, I was in a place in my life where I had so many dreams but I felt like my life was standing still, and I wasn't achieving anything like I wanted to.. at the same time I was working a lot and trying to make things happen, but everything just got worse and ended with some kind of mild depression, all the same symptoms as you, plus swollen eye lids,
now I'm allmost symptom free, I still occasionally have a bad night with mild symptoms but nothing like before, to get better I started focusing a lot on diet in a healthy way not to lose or gain weight, but to get everything I need also multivitamins and minerals, I changed my diet into only eating meat, vegetables, egg, milk and cheese, nothing man made only basic food without additives and all the s**t they put in everything man made, then I started going to the gym 5 days a week, and started figure out how to become independent and start my own buissness, so I can controle my work hours, 7 years later I don't have symptoms anymore because I'm making progress towards my dreams, I work less hours so it goes slowly but steady, I have a master's degree in biochemistry, and a pharmacy technician on the side, and I work in a pharmacy,
I believe that you program your own brain, if you think "my life is s**t, my life is s**t" all the time you will feel more and more like s**t, and the chemistry in you brain will become out of Ballance, you can do the same to make restore Ballance by constantly repeat "I feel good, I feel good"
The only reason the system is symptom treating is because that's where all the money is, but instead of treating a symptom it's important to find the root of the problem, and that more often then any other things is unhappiness, processed foods, too little stimulation of the primal instincts (sports, martial arts), ohh ya and stay away from gluten it's a protein not made for the human stomach everybody has gluten allergy just not everyone get symptoms, the gluten has become much more complex by modifying the genetics to produce larger quantities, it causes you infection levels to rise, some feel it some don't, but there's a direct link between infection levels and mental disorders, heart disease and cancer, people getting sick have followed the wheat production all the way up through the 19th century, it's even known that autisme is a brain tissue oxygen disorder, caused by infection in the colon in fact the same area as where infection is caused by gluten, alzheimer everything is caused by minor infections and development of scar tissue. Ohh ya and low cholesterol is much worse than high cholesterol, new science prove that high cholesterol is healthy and that the experiment on harvard university in the 50's was tampered with to cover for the fact that sugar has similar effects to the body as gluten when it comes to rising the bodys infection level, Which is essentially what causes most of all sickness on the planet, I hope I got it all covered, without causing confusion, it just important to know the root problem, and all the factors that play a role in our health, it's not like any doctors give very good guides to healthy living, so you won't know unless you study it your self, this message is the result of me having a sleepless night, I'm a bit stressed these days
So conclusion,
Stay away from all processed foods,
Back to basics meat, vegetables, egg, milk and cheese.
Exercise it dosent matter if it's just half an hour swinging a dumbbell up and down at home or it's all in bodybuilding in the gym,
find out what would make you happy, make a plan and set a goal, positive thoughts, no self pitty
Don't work your self into an early grave life is long, you'll make it !
Be creative save up money enough to start a business, start small
I hope this helps, all the best
Scandivik BC2013
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Ohh ya if you really need something to help you get a better sleep, try melatonin, good stuff it's a sleep hormone, it helps you go into rem sleep and stay there if you buy the slow releasing, I would recommend 3 mg slow releasing for people under 40 years old and 5 mg slow releasing for people over.
It also helps you produce more growth hormone in your rem sleep which is just pure gold, it makes you feel good and less stressed.
chris39129 BC2013
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I also used to have horrible shaking sensations when I sleep.
I saw a naturopath who told me that my nervous system was damaged from my constant "fear-based" living, and from all the drugs and alcohol I used to do which she claimed had burnt out my adrenals.
So, not saying this will work for you, since everyone is unique. But she claimed that I should give up wheat, since gluten will make my adrenals even worse. And also to give up sugar, dairy, and caffeine. (Yes, it is possible and you can still eat delicious fooods).
She also suggested eating four times a day, to help nourish my constant over-thinking mind, and to learn meditation to overcome my mental chatter, restore my adrenals. She advised eating plenty of dark green vegetables and meats, and also take a mineral supplement.
Might be different for you, but if it helps you she was an "Intuitive Naturopath".
I'm normally a skeptic, but Since I made those changes I have NEVER had shaking sensations, i'm a lot calmer, and I can actually have a normal day.
Failing that, i'm sure you've considered this, but take a look at any possible allergens in your room and also make sure your room is regularly vacuumed, sheets are regularly cleaned, and that you have a mattress that feels comfortable for your body.
Summary: good diet, lifestyle, healthy room and comfy bed, and I have no doubt you will be sleeping better if not wonderfully.
Be patient, methodical, and don't doubt yourself in the meantime.