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I'm really having a hard time. I am trying so hard to be positive and relax, but I'm just really having a hard time. My anxiety is so bad lately. My dad died unexpectedly when I was 14 & I never really dealt with it properly. I am now so terrified of death and illnesses and hospitals. Lately I've been talking to a lot of people who have been experiencing unexpected deaths for people at young ages and I feel like it's in my subconscious and causing anxiety. I had a patient at work today go into a seizure out of nowhere. He didn't have a history of seizures. We were doing oral surgery on him and he just went into one. It scared me and really added the icing on the cake for me. I have health anxiety really bad and I've been having that impending doom feeling. Ugh. I wish so much that I could get over this. It's so debilitating. Does anyone else have these fears?
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