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I printed my pain on another website I wont name .
I have had 2 responses from the personal posting i placed and this is what is said in response to my cry and pain.
Subject: my housing story is killing me-
Date: Thu, 18 Jun 2015 17:00:26 +0100
" What load of buXXXXit!!!! "
" Yeah, I have HIV and get on with my life, unlike you expecting every fuXXXXr out there to take care of you!!!"
MY response was this
I remain with hope that my circumstances will change and am doing every thing in my power to do this on my own.
I wish you well
and this is me in the photo.
I have no problems sharing who I am with you.
Maybe you can do the same.
Maybe that's not something you would want to do after hammering me with your verbal abuse."
2ND EMAIL TONIGHT
" man up and survive the problems you have created for yourself "
THIS IS NOT THE MAJORITY OF HOW PEOPLE WILL REACT AND BE SO JUDGEMNTAL BUT TRUST ME THEY ARE CERTAINLY OUT THERE.
This to me is people speaking from thier own deep seated anger.
Saying all this It makes me so grateful to have this FORUM to trun to at anytime and to have everything given to envourage and to keep going with HOPE , AND TO EXPERIENCE THE COMPASSION WHICH COMES FROM THOSE WITH A GENUINE LOVE FOR OTHERS WITHOUT ANY COST IS SO amazing.
no matter how bad you feel about yourself , keep safe and dont allow yourself to be open to abuse.
I shared my story at a time of deep despair onto a mainline website and can only blame myself for what others judge me for.
I cannot retaliate as neg + neg = neg.
Pleace and Love to all those in this Forum.
stick with those who know exactly what you are going through .
this is our safe ground where we can build upon new foundations to grow and become better and kinder people first to ourselves and then share it with others.
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