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Hello to everyone. Im Copy pasting this from my previous letter to a doctor so there might be some issue with writting.
Hello. Im having some seriuos issue's with my anal fissure and would like to get some additional information about possibler outcome of this disease. Im not sure whether im writting in the proper email but if if not and its possible would you redirect this letter to Doctors who could hlep me and if you can could i get contacts of people who actualy works with this problem.
For the past year and a bit im having some problems with my healing my anal fissure , this thing accured for me first back in the end of 2017 when after long inactivity i decided to start stretching my hole body and after few sessions at the evening of next day i felt odd diarrhea turns out it broke up and i noticed quite some blood in my toilet. Next day i contacted my family doctor and was diagnosed with anal fissure. I was told to eat less to few carbs in order to evade bowel movement and try to eat as less as possible to heal up. I wasnt treating this disease as seriuos as i should have and i wasnt even unnaware of how this might mess my ordinary life. Even though i was doing what i was told and the pain/sharp itch almost few laters after while walking my dog i felt sudden urge to run and i did as fast as i could and i suddenly felt the fissure breaking again , by that moment i realized what just happened and that i just teared up all over again. At this moment i want to mention that i am individualy targeted or in other words Stalked by some sort of organization with sofiticated technology able to electrocute you in a long range dealing some sharp pains , causing you to do things they want you to do and so on. There is this Youtube Chanell were one of the targets document everything and talks about how to prepare or work about this. You can learn more about it here : https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCjWJntgTFLL-gPofpru_iYg/featured
Since that first tear it become more and more dificult to heal up and by using there technology they were able to tear this fissure for me every time they wanted to. Since then im unable to heal up fully no matter what i was trying to do , even when sitting still and doing nothing i felt this sharp pain/itch in my butt sometimes even deeper and this fissure would reaccure again. Now its been almost 15months as im struggling with this thing and it actually limited my life to being home doing nothing trying to heal up but with no success , there was this time after many failed attempts were i was able to heal up and it was so hard to simple push out your fetus as of failed attempts and multiple tears in it and it was like a message as it would be even harder to function while heealed up but after that the beams continue to accure. I Have visited few doctors and they explained that they did not seen nothing bad with it but i somehow felt as they were either informed or threatened before my meeting i was told that even if medicine cant help me such as ointments and rectal suppositories there is always a chirurgical option but this would leave me with one extra cut to heal up and i duobt this would heeal up either. At this point im mostly concerned about the worst case scenarions of this disease with extreme length of being unable to heal up , how does this affect your future life if there were more then one fissure given the fact that even now im having issue to evacuate my bowels. and whether there were any common cases brought to you or any fammiliar doctors as i feel like i may be not the only one suffering from this disease combined with modern technology.
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