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So im 10 months in and last two months i have gotten a bit better. Still struggling with fatigue and brain fog though its doing my head in. However not as bad as i thought, i got a B in my end of year spanish exam and considering ive done no work whatsoever for a year im quite shocked and proud. At the moment the thing bothering me the most is anxiety and generally feeling down. I have an amazing boyfriend who has stuck with me through all of this, (we'd only been together for two months before i got ill) but mono has seriously put a strain on us. Its so hard to not pressure him, hes constantly worried about me, about keeping me happy and making sure that im not doing stuff thatll make me ill. I just dont know what to do, if i rely on him less i feel so lonely and depressed, i dont have any close friends who understand what ive gone through ive just got him and my parents. Can anyone give me advice? Its got to the point where we have just been pushed so far and neither of us are happy id hate to lose him especially after all this, itd be nice to have some fun once im finally better.
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