update hope for new starters
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6weeks ago I was terrified of what might happen to me, I've never tried Anti depressants and I'd hit an all time low and couldn't see a way out, the first step to recovering is recognising your not yourself and making the appointment, so a pat on the back for that, not knowing anything about this medication or how it would effect me, was quite worrying and hearing people go through hard times on here was scared and I questioned myself should I carry on? I took my tablet everyday and came on to see how others were getting on, occasionally someone would be on the mend usually around 6 weeks, which seems such a long way off when you begin but, don't let side effects get you down, I'm finally getting there had a around 4-5 good days so far I'm not gonna say I'm completely 100% but only because I don't want to get my hopes up but I'm definately getting there, just thought you could all do with some positive feed back weeks 2-4 where my worst goodluck xx
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laurie12351 lisa48485
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I know you know how important the positive feedback is for anyone going through side effects. You have certainly helped me stay the course.
One day at a time.
susan76834 lisa48485
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lisa48485 susan76834
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angel75405 lisa48485
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Lisa,
I'm at 3 weeks and it's def the worst. Ups and downs. Sad, happy , mad, and positive in one day until I feel an anxiety attack. Is this normal and how long have u been on the medication.
Thanks
lisa48485 angel75405
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lisa48485
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And yes it's totally normal, I was definately aware of my emotions and it was a roller coaster, I felt useless at times as I could see the housework piling up and could see my hubby getting a little frustrated as supportive as he tried to be it's been hard dealing with the house and kids for him the days I just wanted to lie on my bed and be left alone but the good days are worth the wait x
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Bambithegirl lisa48485
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I am really happy I read that. Even at just over the 4 week mark of 20mg, I am not quite there. Still having sleep issues (even on sleeping tablets) and struggling with increased anxiety still. But my Doc says not to even count the days before I started on 20mg (I was on 5 mg for a week then 10 mg for a week) so I am hoping in the next 2 weeks, like in your case, there is a big shift. Currently shifting between very low and very anxious, with periods of feeling quite numb in between. Remaining cautiously optimistic. Thanks for your input!
lisa48485 Bambithegirl
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Week 4-5 I really couldn't be bothered I was feeling really flat and spent nights tossing and turning but week 6 has been so much better not 100% but so much better, goodluck x
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That's awesome ???? I'm 6 days in and having the worst day yet I don't even want to talk to my kids, just lay in bed. The anxiety is terrible and I just want to cry. Totally having moments of 'can I do this much longer' 😞
laurie12351 Guest
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Hey Laura,
Hold on, it will get better. I was where you are at that time also. It's horrible but unfortunately most everyone seems to go through the same painful side effects and the first 4 weeks are the worst. Have you asked your doctor for anything to help when your anxiety is at its worst. I have taken clonazepam a few times when I couldn't cope and it took the edge off.
You are not alone and what you are going through seems to be the norm.
Rest when you can and be kind to yourself. It will get better.
Laurie
lisa48485
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Hi everyone we're a week on, how you all doing? Just going into week 8 been fine since my last post but exhausted the last 2 days, although have had a busy/stressful week. Thinking of you all and hoping your over the worst xx
Guest lisa48485
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Hi Lisa!
Day 22 here. Spent the morning crying and wondering if I was ever going to be the same again. These posts give me so much hope, but at the same time it's hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel. I just don't know...
lisa48485 Guest
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Hold on Laura your nearly there! I had my doubts too I'm now on week 9-10 now last week I had a say feeling tired and stopped my meds for 2 days as I felt they were holding feelung tired, but come Friday I hit burn out and gave myself a total day off, I. Actual fact it's now 6 good days out of 7 it's slow going but you will get there and I've had such a good time with my family the last few weeks too, stick with it you will get there x
Guest lisa48485
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Day 26 for me today, and I had a pretty good day. Not amazing, but not full of the usual anxiety. Hopefully will get some sleep tonight!