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I have been feeling empty, trying to cope with day to day life. I am still in debt and still scared and suffering from anxiety because of my financial situation. I have not been able to sleep at night and during the day I still lay in bed and worry about my problems. 

I sometimes feel that there is no happiness left in my life. I can't make a decision and when it comes to work, I can barely function. I do not like my job, it does not stimulate me in any way nor does the place where I am living. The only place where I feel safe in in bed, away from everyone and everything. I am really depressed. I just wish I was in a better condition that I could actually help myself, but I seriously need help. But I do not know where to find it, because in Poland there is no help for depression. This has to be one of the worst places for American expat, I wish I never came here. 

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    Oh dear this is not good at all, I can't belive they have nothing for depression how awful, must be so many people suffering. I worked in Poland many years ago for 3 months, and it's not the most happy place is it? Is there anyway you can get back to America at least to see a Dr?
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      Poland is a depressing place. I need money and I have no family in US. The culture here is that depression is not real, It's a catholic country so suffering seems to be the trend and with that suffering you distract yourself with consumption and living a complete lie. That is what I have learn about this culture since I have been in this place. 

      I dont know what to do. I just want a support system and be surrounded by people who are real and are uplifting. I wish I was in Canada, or some place western where I can get some help because I really need some help. I am not sure if I am going to make it. 

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      Listen u will make it I'm here, do u not have any money to get a flight even to UK?

      Always can talk to me , depression will pass but u do need meds, u won't belive how bad I was with depression and anxiety, and what will help is talking to God, and I'm a real person online here that understands, depression will not beat you neither will anxiety it only happens to strong people so come on now, let's get u help asap x

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      Money? I make enough to pay a few bills and salad for lunch an apple for snack and sometimes an egg for breakfast. On the pluss side, it's a grate way to lose weight. As for depression and getting help, that's not an option for me. Not just money, but where I live it would be the next talked about thing in my town. See everyone knows everyone and everything about everyone! As of now I'm that mom who abandoned her family. Me?! The one person who family ment everything to! There is nothing I'd not do for my children! Witch is why I left their father... but it backfired and now I'm in over my head and have no one. They all for the most part took his side, or feel the need to "stay nutral" what crock! And talk about unhealthy. If I were to die tomorrow no one would know for days or weeks, unless the smelled me. There is nothing left. NOTHING!
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      Hi sharla, ok I'm doing some research for you to contact the American embassy it's in warszava here is the number +48 225042000

      Address Aleje ujazdowskie 29 31 warszava

      Tell them that u are very unwell and facing depression you have no family and need medical help asap. Please please do this and let me know what they say to you. Don't think no one would care your kids would be scared for life if u did something silly to ur self.

      Where in Poland do u live?

      Big hugs to you I care for you very much and I'm waiting for ur reply. X

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