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Have just read through all of them again because have had quite a few binges since I last posted.
Counseling and meds have helped with depression and I've taken steps to see doc about counselling for specific needs. However, I find myself feeling a little bit happier and wanting to "celebrate" with a glass or two. Sometimes it is just that.
I used to drink to block things out and opening up to the counsellor has helped, but I don't understand why I still go on to binge. I used to get argumentative which doesnt happen now . But family are frustrated and one of them assaulted me on Sunday. It's affecting my relationships. I am totally confused and frightened. I feel so vulnerable and that any moment my whole life is going to fall apart. God knows. This weekend has been awful. Last weekend was awful. I can't take this any more. I'm scared. I look dreadful and feel dreadful. When is it going to stop. Am aching all over
Not drunk since Sunday. Intend never to drink again. Seems like Im moving very slowly forward in some ways and taking huge leaps back in others. I love my family but they are begining to hate me. Have some phone numbers to ring re support ..... don't know where to start
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