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Hi my names Lauren, I'm new to this blog and I have never posted anything on misusing drugs. I have childhood traumas, and other events leading up to my PTSD, panic disorder, anxiety, and depression. I see a counselor once a week to do emdr therapy. I have been smoking a Lott of cannibas lately. I would say almost every day for the past 2 years and quite honestly it's one of the only things that calm me down and bring me back to reality because of my severe panic attacks. I'm prescribed Xanax but I don't take it all the time because It makes me tired and I'm unable to drive or do things on it. So I smoke cannibas. I'm planning on becoming a nurse...I'm not in the program yet but I will be next year but my anxiety is so terrible sometimes it's extremely difficult to cope and I get blurry vision, I've passed out, vomiting, ect all from anxiety disorders. I feel as though I'm doing a bad thing by using cannibas to help cope only because it's not morally accepted yet to use it for those reasons. I'm 20 years old now and I just need an encouraging story from someone who suffered mentally and was able to get through without using drugs. I have never done anything else but smoke and never plan to.
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