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This is my first post to this forum. I really need some words of encouragement. My boyfriend hasn't been working for the past month because he says he's mentally unstable. He takes suboxone for his opiate addiction. We were supposed to go to a Dave Matthews band concert tonight but he couldn't afford the tickets but we had been planning on going for months. So he took me to a bad neighborhood to make some quick money and I was having an anxiety attack because I hate being there. I'm not that kind of person, I've never done drugs. I have severe PTSD and anxiety and he told me to shut the hell up because I started having an anxiety attack. He was being incredibly mean. I don't deserve to be treated like this anymore. Not to mention he's punched holes, his dashboard in his car, broken doors, broken cabinets..the list goes on. He has a horrific temper. I'm only 20 years old and was verbally abused as a child my whole life. I worked very hard in school, and even have gone as far to get a full ride scholarship in Miami Florida for volleyball. My career ended when I broke my ankle. I came home and that's when I met my boyfriend. I'm afraid for my future.
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