Vestibular neuritis finally diagnosed after 4 months GP visits!
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Hi. I am hoping someone/anyone! Can relate to me. It all started when I had a 'funny turn' at work back in November 2013. I'll never forget that day as I haven't felt the same since. I thought I was having a panic attack as I just felt wrong. Strange not really here sort of panicky feeling so I went home and went to bed. I woke up to an even worse fuzzy vision panic feeling and had to lie on the floor while calling nhs emergency number as I didn't have a clue what was happening to me. I calmed down eventually and made my first visit to the doctors who said it was a panic attack and prescribed diazepam. At the time I didn't want to take medication as I felt so unusual. I knew something wasn't quite right. I continued feeling extremely anxious panicky and off balance for weeks on end along with continuous tearful visits to the doctors explaining that my vision was disturbed and my eyes were flickering along with pressure inside my ears. Eventually after about 8 weeks of hell I got an appointment with a balance clinic who did testing and confirmed right ear damage and confirmed vestibular neuritis. I am just posting to see if anyone has experienced the same symptoms as me as when I read posts about VN it seems that I can never find the same symptoms as mine which scares me to death ) : here goes: - I can't think straight, avoid people because I feel I can't hold a conversation because I'm sort of panicky and don't feel like the old me, I have moments of real panic that come out of the blue because I just don't feel right, very small things stress me out like even just someone at the door! I know it sounds silly but I'm just a panicked mess having to put on a front to everyone. The worse symptom at the minute which has gone on for a long while is a pressure in my chest/back that doesn't go. I've read somewhere it's muscle strain due to my balance but I just don't know what to believe anymore. My thoughts are just different since I've had this, I don't know where my old personality has gone. It's like I'm hyper aware that I'm not right. Anyone's advice would be much appreciated, I've had this since November 2013 and I am doing gaze stability exercises 5 times a day. I'm having good and bad times but generally feel a nervous wreck. It's so draining. Alcohol doesn't even relax me anymore, it just makes me more lightheaded and panicky. Sorry for such a long mo any post but no one can understand why I have been so weird for months. Please help. Leanne.
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I am a great lover of the Lord Jesus Christ. He has saved my life in a horrible situation. He rescued me and I speak to him all throughout the day. Interestingly, I have not spoken to Him of this. It was so sudden and took me off guard. I have had severe anxiety in the past due to the deadly situation the Lord pulled me out of, so anxiety in its severe form is no stranger to me. Odd things are no stranger to me either...but this is different.
Leanne, the silence helps me. Maybe it will help you too. Go to CVS and buy a tub of ear plugs that are BRIGHT PINK AND IN A CLEAR PLASTIC TUB. Squeeze them tightly and place them in your ears. They will puff back up and should drown out most noise. Be sure they do because noise must be reduced. Give them a try for a few hours. Just worth a try...right? I have a feeling about you.
This I must also add: Sometimes our Lord Jesus Chist uses odd ways to get our attention. Leanne, He has a voice. He speaks to us. The world is too noisy and distracting and it drowns our Beautiful Lord out. That is what Satan wants. Yes, he is real and he will do anything to interfere with our accepting the Lord as our own and allowing Him to run our lives as they should be run. Satan rules this world only for as long as the Lord allows him to, then, he is off to the Lake of Fire because of the wickedness which he inflicts upon man. We have a choise, the Lord Jesus Christ....or....not. If we choose not, we turn our back on the Lord of all Creation and that will be the worst anxiety for eternity.
I say this because it is more important than a pair of ear plugs, my friend. I hear the pain in your voice. Get ear plugs and get a bible and read the book of JOHN in the new testament first. The first words there tell it all, "In the beginning was the Word and the Word was with God and the Word was God." "And the Word was Light. And the Light shown into the dark (those who do not not know God) and the dark did not know Him." Sad.
I pray that you will know our Lord Jesus Christ and accept him through the reading of His Word. I think He seeks to speak to you...you need silence. Listen and His very soft voice may be heard. That is what I am doing today, as my attack was only a day ago. Maybe you already know the Lord, if so....listen, He wishes to speak to you....that is what I feel. I will listen too, friend. We are bound in love through the most profound Sacrifice ever given, the blood of Christ and through that sacrifice, we are invited to the very throne of God for a wedding feast with our Lord and a life with Him for all of eternity. Let me know how you are, Leanne.
With arms outstretched and hands upraised to the one and only True God, who is Christ Jesus our Saviou and Lord,
Susan (pen name: Shoshannah Batya)
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The headaches have been the worst, I don't feel like I've had a moments peace since it started in March 2014.
I get anxious and scared. I have suffered with panic attacks too...usually in the middle of the night but have learnt yoga techniques to help calm me down...but it's very scary that no one really knows how you feel.
I hope you've had some luck since first writing this post.
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I obtained all this advice from a lovely lady who had the same as me. She was and still is an absolute god send because this illness can be awful but you will feel better in time. Leanne
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Hello, this is so random but I have what the doctors suspect to be vestibular neuritis. It's been 4.5 months. Are u fully recovered now?