walking?
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After 11 1/2 weeks, I am hoping...no, praying I get this cast off Wed. Everyone around me seems to think that I should be able to walk when this happens. It would be nice if that were true, but I don't think this is going to happen. I know the odds of me being able to just stand alone are slim, but if I say that they tell me that I am just scared. Yes, I am scared. Right now I am scared of everything. I am scared I will never walk again. I am scared I will fall again. I am scared I won't work again. Most of all, I am scared of disappointing my family. They have been taking such good care of me, but I know they are ready to have their lives back. Hell, I want my life back. Thanks for letting me rant.
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therese29317 leelee1022
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Left leg just out of cast and now in a cam boot also, fib and tib in almost same place on other leg.
I am just over seven weeks after op and learning to stand, just managed short walk to ensuite and back using
Small Walker, we all are suffering but our determined minds should not be underestimated, set your self small goals
And don't go too fast until you are ready
leelee1022 therese29317
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therese29317 leelee1022
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I was my grandson s carer for 4 years, until this happened, it was either me or the boy was going to be put into state care. I knew that he was different and had him diagnosed, autism and aspeger and odd.
He turned 13 in Feb, 96 kilo and 5'8" so as big as a man. He went through me and I landed 7 meters away with my legs dangling out the front door and my back and head went bang on the timber floor, thank God the front door was open.
The hospital checked for any damage arising from the landing as one side of my mouth had dropped. That is now much better but still a little noticeable. I was self employed, now? When I was laid up in hospital I did a lot of soul searching and as much as it broke my heart I decided that it's time for his father to start taking responsibility.
The child his father got back was two thousand times better than the child he sent me. My life with the boy was all consuming, all about him, I forgot about me. I also know that if he saw me like this my life could be in danger, he would take advantage. Autistic children are not stupid.
leelee1022 therese29317
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patti123 therese29317
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therese29317 leelee1022
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I am using a walker and in the last week managed to finally have a shower without putting my life at risk. Let the physio know how it's done.
It takes a lot of energy to do the basic things and sometimes I get into a real downer. I am greatful that I had some help from friends however as time passes it's becoming less, but everything is appreciated. I hope we all have a speedy recovery.
patti123 therese29317
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therese29317 patti123
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Am wearing an ugg boot for support, it's flat and almost same height as cam boot that I am still wearing on left let leg.
My biggest concern is the pain in left ankle broke fib and tib and I took photos of my injury in surgery. They were going to put plate and screws in that ankle also but woke me up during or just prior to doing that leg to get me to sign an amended form to say the reductions worked and they snapped the bones in place. On looking at my x-ray photos on phone I can see a piece of bone broken off the heal area.
Every x-ray they say it's good, but the pain that shoots up from my heal when trying to walk is driving me insane.
Along with everything else. Physio says in my own time and I have come along way, but she can't feel what I feel, and never had a client who did two ankles.
Thanks
leelee1022 therese29317
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It is amazing how people disappear. In the beginning, everyone wants to help then slowly it stops.
We are always here for you. Praying you heal quickly.
patti123 leelee1022
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patti123 therese29317
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ronUS patti123
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therese29317 patti123
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Yes they woke me up to initial the changes that they made, I remember that but no much more. I suppose they felt they need to cover themselves for whatever legal reasons.
I am in Australia perhaps it's different here as we don't all those separate clinics here that I have been reading on this site,
I try to be positive but because it's a constant pain it's totally wearing me out. Have physio coming to the house weekly and will show her photos and ask her opinion.
How are you doing or feeling?
therese29317 ronUS
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patti123 ronUS
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jannie26408 leelee1022
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checking in to see how you are doing?im 6 mos now FWB walking in walker, not unaided walking yet!! I'm getting forearm crutches to work on my gait. Leg still very unstable and hyperextended but im getting there slowly - I hope this finds you well, best Jannie