weed changed my life, im afraid of my future
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im 17, have this "disorder" since 10 month or less. I guess i smoked a lot of weed for 3rd, or 4th timoe. next day i started to feel kinda discusting, weird to. i used to be a nerd guy and intelligent too. weed made me lazier and changed my perspective of life. so i know what life is, i know matter of living but i feel kinda lazy, cannot read like before and i think i messed up my future. now nature, good people, humans impress me and i love the way they see me (loving them and the good) but i dont love the way how i feel. i kinda messed up my feelings and i dont know what already im feeling ( im i sad, happy, i love somebody or not). i want answers from people who had this "disorder" and felt weird with things all around their heads, and now feel like before. thanks, and sorry about my english.
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jan34534 jean83203
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You did not mess up your future Jean. If you stop smoking weed, you can get right back to feeling good. It's not a permanent thing it will get out of your system. .
Sounds like you are confused about your feelings. One thing I found to be really helpful was talking to someone like a counselor. They see this on a daily basis and know how to help! It really helps to vent to someone and talk about things. I keep going even when I feel better.
please believe this… You can feel better and have a bright future you're just going through a tough time right now. That's why I really suggest getting some help with this because it's hard to do on our own.
you can do this!
jan34534 jean83203
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Just to add……
just by reading your post, I can tell you are a very compassionate intelligent person who has a lot to offer. once you start to feel better and understand your feelings a little more, I think the sky is the limit for you!
I also feel like if you got a little exercise and ate healthy you'd feel much better.
jean83203 jan34534
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