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im 17, have this "disorder" since 10 month or less. I guess i smoked a lot of weed for 3rd, or 4th timoe. next day i started to feel kinda discusting, weird to. i used to be a nerd guy and intelligent too. weed made me lazier and changed my perspective of life. so i know what life is, i know matter of living but i feel kinda lazy, cannot read like before and i think i messed up my future. now nature, good people, humans impress me and i love the way they see me (loving them and the good) but i dont love the way how i feel. i kinda messed up my feelings and i dont know what already im feeling ( im i sad, happy, i love somebody or not). i want answers from people who had this "disorder" and felt weird with things all around their heads, and now feel like before. thanks, and sorry about my english.
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