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So here i am week 3.......
I feel so apprenhive about this week for some reason?
On week 2 i was taking 2 tabs in morning and then alternating between 1 and 2 tabs every 2 hours, this week i am taking 2 tabs in morning and then 1 tab every 2 hours. I feel so nervous and a small part of me does not want to go any further i feel i just having cut back from 16 a day to 11 tabs a day is an achivement and feel proud as this is the least amount of tabs i have taken in 2 1/2 years. But i also really really want to go all the way in the sense that my aim is to be codeine free by xmas . I know i can do this but change is hard and i admit at this present time 2 mins away from taking my 1st 1 tab i am having serious doubts.
Is this normal?
Why am i feeling like this?
I feel weak that i am considering giving in at this stage.
Last week i felt stronger and more determined than this.
On a plus side i have hardly visited any pharmacies for my weeks supply and strangely am missing them. lol
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