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I am so sick and tired of dealing with HS.
It's been 13+ years, and it still rules my life: what I wear, what plans I make. Everything. Not to mention the whole "feeling like I want to jump out of my own skin" 24/7. Somedays I just can't take it and I end up here venting.
This week I have such a bad flare up, about the size of a golf ball on my chest. It's uncomfortable to do anything, including breathing & sleeping. The thing that really makes me so mad is that I work everyday and I love my jobs. I don't want to take a day off because I physically can't move. I want to work. This week I pushed through all the pain and didn't take any time off, but it's just screwed up that we have to deal with this. Even worse, I can't tell my boss' about this. The last thing I need is them wondering if I'm "fit" to do my job. Plus it's embarassing.
Thanks for reading if you did, I appreciate it. Sometimes the only thing that offers me relief is just relating with someone who goes through the same thing I do. And since I haven't met anyone personally with HS, Patient.info forumns are my only place to go.
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