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got out of hospital a couple of week ago for taking an overdose, woman I spoke to from the crisis team said I had 3 options; be discharged back to my doctors, be under their care or go and stay in a psych hospital. I said discharge me back to my doctor, just because I wanted to leave asap, I hadn't slept all night and the other people on my ward were creepy. since then, I have become extremely paranoid, I'm sure somebody is constantly watching me. my blinds and curtains are always shut, every door is shut and I seclude myself in one room. even then I'm sure someone's there. I hear banging at night. I'm still very suicidal. when I go to work I have to stop myself stepping out infront of a car. I work in a oharmacy and the temptation to steal meds to overdose on is overwhelming. I don't know what to do I don't want to carry on anymore
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