what comes with depression?
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Hi,my first day on patient uk.i was told by my GP i had mild depression many years ago,is there such a thing as mild? i found myself not being truly honest in how i feel,probably due to the fact i work in mental health myself,so kinda felt like i was a failure.how can i be responsible for other poorly people when i cant look after myself,hence currently off sick,i could quite easily just lay on my couch with the curtains closed n shut myself off from the world,i try so hard to feel normal enjoy things in life but seems im just kidding myself because im so low,no energy no intrest in anything or anyone,but today after joining here feel slightly better knowing im not alone in how i feel,medication has helped in past but i dont really want to depend on them all my life.im married 11 yrs hes great but most days i just wish hed leave,like i should be punished like he desrves better.do things ever get better?
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sue34151
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Be kinder to yourself
Sue x
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You should benefit from getting out in the fresh air and exercising, long fast walks (build up bit by bit with daily targets) and any other exercise you can manage. If your man goes to a gym then go with him. Tell him how you feel and what you want to do.
You may need some meds if nothing changes so have a chat with your GP.
mica75341
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sue34151
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have me back until doctor confirmed I was well enough that took another two months when I did go back nothing had changed and I had to leave and never had the confidence to look for another job in management again there are two many people in senior management that are bully's and treat staff dreadfully and get away with it I have spent the last four years angry with myself for allowing her to treat me so bad but am coming to terms with it now. I was a really caring manager and that is something I can be proud of unfortunately she is still employed in that charity and hasn't changed at all. Wow feel like I have got a lot off my chest didn't realise it still effects me
Kind regards sue
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