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(I am no native English speaker and I'm apologizing for my mistakes)
So let me first tell you my story. I (21 M) had anorexia when I was 15 years old which had hit me pretty hard (I got dangerously underweight, hospitalized, my growth stopped) but it only lasted 3 months and I fully recovered from it. Then I started exercising in the gym, i had put on some weight and eventually started cycling, which I enjoyed a lot and I was sure I had found a hobby for life.
Then, by the time I was 16 something happened to me. I was cycling to much and I didn't let my muscles to fully recover and one day my body just said "enough". My leg muscles (all muscles on my body really) hurt and i felt tired all the time and I couldn't make it stop. If I went on a run or go cycling, my performance was really bad and it felt that way too. It affected my mood as well and for some time I was depressed and was having hard time falling asleep. When I woke up in the morning, I still felt very tired. I thought it would go away if I give it a rest, but when the tiredness and muscle soreness was still here I went a doctor. He didn't found any abnormalities in the blood and I decided to stop with all activities (except some light walks) for half a year. After that, my legs still felt heavy, tired, as I would just complete a hard training. Eventually I started running/cycling/gym again and every activity I previously enjoyed just seemed like a complete torture.
So, its been 5 years and lately i felt somehow better and decided to start running again. I didn't do to much runs but every week, instead of improving my muscles were more and more sore and heavy until I decided that it is pointless for me to continue.
So, what is going on with my body? Will I ever be able to enjoy exercising again?
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