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I'm 15 years old and am having trouble. So basically right now in my life I feel as though I'm wasting my life because I do nothing. I'm depressed because family, feeling lonely and also feel like I have anhedonia. I am never happy, have no motivation, and feel emotionless. Like all I do is sit around my house. Summer is coming up and I have literally nothing to do but I want to use summer as a time to become normal and be happy and have emotions again because right now I'm always bored, sad, depressed. Ive posted these help messages before but nothing is helping. Like what can I do. Don't say join clubs because literally nothing in life seems interesting. I had friends but I lost interest and don't find them fun to be around because I feel like I don't matter so that's why I want a fresh start. My family is isolated and my parents always argue and my dad has a gambling addiction so I've never experienced vacations and new things. To be honest I've never really done anything in in my life. I always just sit at home because I can't drive or nothing. Please help! I probably have more than just depression because I got low self confidence and all that bad stuff.
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