WHATS WRONG? :(

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I've been having these moments where I black out. It's always something impulsive and dumb. Like recently I've been burning things and paper and sprays and wanted to burn my self. Then I left and forgot all about it, it's gone worser where I'm doing things like calling police or running away and don't remember a thing. I've also been lying a lot like it just comes out and I don't even know why. It's like it there, and I have no remorse for it. Is this dangerous am I mentally ill. I've been in 3 hospital after being a knife into my room and wanting to stab myself. Or running from aliens according to the police and I can't remember any of it it's like I wasn't doing it. I'm on anti psychotics and I want to quit them i think I'm not mentally ill. The hospital was like oh it's autism or stress. But I've got no stress to worry about, it's gone to the point where I'm cutting myself and just wondering how and what happened. for a while I thought it was bi polar cause of the impulse thingy but now I think it's just nothing. Please help thank you for reading.

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  • Posted

    Dont know how to help, but I thought you deserved a reply so you can see people are reading and feel for you.
  • Posted

    Hi Guy,

    Just wondered if you are in the UK?  Do you have a CPN or care worker?  My best advice is to contact your CPN or GP asap.  You might find it helpful to make some notes, that may help you to identify any triggers?  That way when you have your appointment you won't forget to tell them anything!  

    Also, maybe worth having the telephone number of your local Mental Health Crisis Team to hand, to ring them in an emergency.

    Good luck!

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