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I’ve spent a majority of my day in tears. I found out today that my after 2 years of every month trying, and my 4th IUI, it was a failure again. The nurse sat down and talked to me openly and said “I think you know where your next step is leading”. I’ve done everything possible to get pregnant, all the medications, surgeries, prayers. Nothing is working. No one can give me answers.
It would be great if IVF was affordable to people in America like me, who work full time, have a mortgage, bills, student loans but it’s not. The cost to have a child through IVF is almost unattainable without taking out a loan to put myself more in debt. I’ve applied for a grant through the state I live in but I’m sure it’s a long shot to get. Why does IVF have to be so expensive?!
I spent an hour locked in the bathroom hiding from my husband crying so he couldn’t see my sadness. The tears wouldn’t stop. I feel like a failure as a wife that I can’t do this, i should be able to get pregnant and I can’t. I’m scared that it has come to this for me. I was told I can keep trying IUI and much as I want but why do I keep doing something that clearly isn’t working. I never thought I would find myself in the position. I’m sad, I’m scared and feeling hopeless.
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