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I've been on here a lot recently, so apologies. 😂 But I just can't except that this is anxiety, I've had blood tests, ECG's, seen a cardiologist and it still hasn't sunk in that it is all just anxiety. The 8/9 months of anxiously waiting to see a cardiologist has done so much damage to me physically, emotionally and mentally its unreal, I really don't know how I'm going to come out of all this, I feel like I'm sinking. Its exhausting. No matter what I do to try and help myself nothing is working - seeing a councillor, attending positive focus groups. I just feel so ill all the time no matter what I do. I had it all a year ago, a great job, enjoying life (despite thetthings that had happened) I was getting on with it, but ever since these heart flutters, skipped beats, the whole shabang started in December. Its made my panic/anxiety go through the absolute roof. No matter what the doctors say, I just don't believe them, because what I'm experiencing is so frightening, I'm convinced they've missed something. I don't know whats happened too me, I'm the complete opposite of who I was - its heartbreaking.
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