Why can’t I get help?

just over 2 years ago i began feeling a waxy substance in my hair, initially i thought it was build up from my conditioner, but then what followed were small yellow tear drop shaped seed like pieces falling on me from my hair - i googled this and although I was not itchy , I was certain I had lice? i used Rid 7 times to no avail. i started feeling crawling sensation on my back and arms and buttocks and once again through google i believed this mist be scabbies? I went to ER and told them i believed I had scabbies? they stood 10' from me and just afreed and sent me home with a scrip for Permethrin cream. this did not help, -I went to urgent care and got more Permethrin cream and applied this for the second time, also no results. I went back and got oral ivermicin took the pills and also no results . when i returned for the third time they took a urine sample which they said was normal and the doctor wrote it was "unidentified mycosis" she gave me a oral med which i cant recall and said "if this doesnt work- dont come back" and that was the last doxtor that entertained any treatment whatsoever... the next 5 doctors all suggested this was my imagination... I then went to a dermatologist who assured me i dis not have any form of parasite and what I had was dermatitis... she prescribed me shampoo and roll on and antibiotics. I asked her to do a scrape of my scalp and she refused. her treatment did nothing... The next few doctors destroyed my beliefs that anyone would help me or even believe me! i learned when you tell a doctor you feel something crawling on you- this means you're insane. i noticed my dog was showing my same symptoms and 5 differnt vets agreed I was insane.... by this point my scalp is covered with lesions and i cant cry loud enough for anyone to care! i began to think it was fungal or bacterial and went through all the expensive OTC shampoos etc.. all to no avail. my dogs $380 allergy shot also wasn't helping ... by this time my friends and even family refused to even discuss my ailments, they believed i must be on drugs? Aloe, tea tree oil , apple cider vinegar, not helping, and just when it seems like this is possibly clearing up? it will return 10 fold! my last pcp refused to scrape, refused to refer me to a dermatologist and repeatedly suggested i see a phychiotrist.... By this point im shattered! I view most everything in life from a very realistic place and They all think im crazy! im suffering! my dog is suffering! and no one gives a damn! Im alone in this fight im losing! then as I felt something on my hair i reached up and pulled it out and was shocked at what i found ! It was easy to see it was some sort of insect wrapped in a sort of cacoon? I began to research this and thats also when I noticed several fresh holes in my carpets and clothing and sofa! and dog! without question For over two years all my problems and my dogs problems are all being caused by a infestation of carpet beatle Larvae! exterminators bombs and major cleaning and other steps are being taken to rid me of this mess! and it seems to be going well , my dog is already on the mend !!!but its not over! if they called me crazy before? .... for the past couple weeks ive been terribly constipated! strong laxatives dont even help much! I feel like i have to go, but i sit for hours and cant produce anything! i feel something moving around on my anus and I began to feel around and today I removed what is very similar to the things I would find falling from my hair two years ago! yes i dont think- i damn well know i have eggs or larvae in my anus! so what do I do? How do i get anyone to take me seriously? i even think it sounds bat s**t crazy! but im certain this is very real and I need help! can anyone help me? advise me? tell me what to say to get help! please! tomorrow will be day 4 with no BM!

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