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It's 2.30am and i'm still wide awake. My mind is racing with nothingness. Had no problem with getting to sleep until now.
From this evening my world has gone steadily downhill and i am heading to that nice warm place....hell. Haven't been there for a while and don't like it much. It's like someone has greased my ladder and i'm slowly slipping down and down (almost in slow motion). Cooked my meal tonight, smelt it, felt sick and didn't eat it.........wasn't hungry.
Things are going in the wrong direction...why?
All positiveness has left me and its scary. Will now have to take diazepam to relax me........drastic i know.
Don't want to end it all but feeling desparately unhappy. Help. :cry:
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