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Been invited to meet up with a friend for coffee in a couple of weeks. I haven't seen anyone for months whilst I've been ill, other than one friend. Had this invite from a different friend to meet up and at the time i just said yeah that's fine and accepted the invite but since i put the phone down to her all i've done is worry about it. So much that it's now keeping me awake. I know this probably sounds stupid, i feel stupid for just waffling on about such a small thing, but it's just brought a feeling of dread to me, it's ridiculous. Why am i so scared of my friend. I've been thinking well perhaps i should just cancel on her, but then i've started worrying about that, and letting her down or her thinking that it's rude, i've started crying about it too. I'm just so frustrated with myself that i can't go and have coffee with a friend because i'm so stressed out about it, and frustrated with myself for being so ridiculous when there's people with much bigger problems and i'm here moaning about this. I'm not really expecting anyone to reply, i just felt i wanted to get it out, thought it might get it off my head so i could sleep.
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