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So, as I lay in bed suffering from my 10th cyst in the past 8 years, I can't help but wonder...WHY DO THESE THINGS EVEN EXIST??? I get it, I have done enough research to know what the Bartholin Gland is, but why are they able to get clogged? Better yet, why are they able to dibilitate our lives??? This has been an ongoing problem since my early 20's. I'm now 29 and still asking myself, "why me?"
It sounds bad but, knowing that their are forums out there for this makes me feel just a tad better. Knowing I am not going through this alone gives me some sense of relief. Just not the relief I'm really looking for right now. Last week I had a terrible sinus infection. Toward the end of that, I started feeling a cyst forming. I couldn't believe it. Then I thought, well maybe since I was sick, my immune system was so low so the bacteria from the cyst was able to attack quickly. I manage a resturaunt, so NOT working really isn't an option for me. Bad enough I was out for 4 days with a sinus infection, but now this?!
So, I went to my OBGYN, who is awesome and has helped me greatly during all these terrible experiences and he said it wasn't bad enough to lance it. I begged him, please please please lance it. I had opening night of NHL hockey to go to that night, and a weekend full of work ahead. He said if he lanced it, it would come back since it wasn't ready yet. He put me on a antibiotic cream, a numbing cream and a steriod cream and said within two days he bet it would be gone.
I ended up having to leave the hockey game early that night and struggled all day at work today. It has gotten worse and more uncomfortable. My parents want to take me to the ER, but I have made that mistake before. The ER doesn't really know how to handle these bad boys. I rather leave it for my OBGYN. Anywho, I have been doing baths every hour, witch hazel inbetween, hot wash clothes, you name it, I have done it. No relief. Not only is it embarassing, but it is termoile and really makes me upset. The fact that there is no cause known as to why and when these happen makes me so mad. These things have to remorse for you or your life. I wouldn't wish this upon my worst enemy.
I am hoping that the pain has increased due to it getting ready to burst. I am craving that relief. I am begging for that relief. I have all my friends and family praying to the vagina gods for relief. I have a 12 hour shift a head of me tomorrow and if this thing doesn't budge, I dont know what I will do. Like I said early, it is reassuring to know that there are forums like this where we can vent about this unfair situation.
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