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I'm lying in bed with insomnia because I have a new job to start tomorrow yet again the anxiety is kicking in & I have no idea why because I honestly don't give a shxt about this job or anything else right now. How can I be constantly worrying about every aspect of my life but not care at the same time. I want to get better & not feel like a piece of shxt every single day but I also want to do absolutely nothing. I want friends & to do fun things but also want to stay in my room forever & not speak to anyone. I'm angry but at the same time I can't be arsed to care. I think I'm actually losing my mind because absolutely nothing in my s****y life makes sense!!!!!
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