why i am still living?
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My life has no meaning.No one in my family loves me.They don't care what might happen to me in the future.The only things that matters to them is that i clean their house.I don't even feel that i belong to their family.I'm adopted by the way, so i think that's why.My biological mother died several years ago. And i don't know that she is my mother until she died. And my biological father is a criminal.So that's why i am so very unfortunate.I am not handsome man and i am so thin. No girl in this world gonna love me. I feel alone all the time.I don't have birth certificate and anything that will prove my identity.It's like that when i die, i doesn't matter because i don't even exist in this world.I spent my life at home. I graduated in high school long time ago. My parents doesn't want to waste money for me to go to any university or public college school. And off course i do not have any requirments to enroll myself in any school. Tho only reason why i finish high school is because of my auntie. She is the one who pay all of my tution fee. And the owner of the school is their aquintance. I have many problems in my life, but i do not have any friends. I can't find love in this world. I do not know why i am still breathing, to think that no one loves me and needs me. What else would i do in this world? I am so useless, i can't even find a job because of my situation. I am a lowly human that every human being don't want to be with. I am so hopeless in my nonsense life. If only there is someone else that i can tell all of my problems and burdens in my heart. What should i do?, friends , lover, family and anything, i do not experience to love by them, and to have something special to me. I am worthless. I am so unfortunate and loveless.
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RHGB useless0
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I am no psychiatrist, but you need to find a direction. I left home at 16 with no money in my pocket - it is harder to do that these days than when I did it.
But I never looked back, I got a job, I rented a room, I did hard jobs, hard work, not necessarily menual. And I took temp jobs bcause I'm rubbish at interviewing, but they took me on permanent because they saw I was good. And then promoted me.
It isn't easy, but you're going to have to find that direction and make a push for it. Otherwise nothing will change, except you'll be a bit older.
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elizabeth20203 useless0
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Elizabeth.