Why won't they help me
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Ive been on anti depressants for years, have had extreme obsessive thoughts.
I go back to the doctor today to tell them 150mg of sertraline is not working for me. Im so tired all the time even after a full night sleep.
All they doing is sending me for another blood test and maybe change my medication after that.
Tbh theres so much more I wana say to them that I cant squeeze into a 10 minute appointment.
Half the time I dint even leave the house. I just have no drive or motivation. Then sudden bursts of energy.
I want to be referred to a psychiatrist but they won't do it.
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sarah08459
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Im so moody to everyone and have caused some serious sh*t by saying horrible stuff to family members, that I cant control.
I feel so alone.
stacey16142 sarah08459
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jessica93013 sarah08459
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sarah08459 jessica93013
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Hi,
Are you based in the UK? How did you get referred. I dont understand why they think I should be on anti depressants for 8 years now. Tried different ones on and off over the years.
I feel so trapped and no way out. Cant believe life should feel like this.
Last year I was so ill with ocd thoughts. I was locked in a room for 4 days was wearing a dust mask. But I didn't get referred.
Its so hard. When in having my really down days. I can scream. Lay in bed and think whats the point. My own mum doesn't even want to see me as she says im delusional.
I just don't know where to turn without making a huge scene because of my kids.xxxx
sarah08459
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Im not diagnosed with bi polar but I feel strongly I have it. My grandmother was bipolar and spent majority of her 20s in a mental institution(when the locked you up back then).
My brother was mentally ill. Not diagnosed with anything other than depression but sadly aged 25 he walked onto a dual carriage way and died.
I have been battling with my mind for so many years im 30 this year and have two young children.
Im very afraid that my behavior is affecting them.
I don't want to walk into the doctors and be like hey I think I have bipolar etc. But at least refer me for special treatment.
I told them today im up and down. Moody and extremely tired.
My ocd thoughts are being controlled with the sertraline. But im still depressed.
I have to tread carefully as I have children and am now a single parent. I dont want them to be alarmed with my actions. But I am feeling constantly battling. My mind is taking over me.
stacey16142 sarah08459
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Well I'm not trying to scare you but if you tell your GP that and they refer you to mental health teams usually bring in social services for support
sarah08459
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stacey16142 sarah08459
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It's only your GP that can refer you to mental health services if your in the UK. So you'll need to go back to them and tell them everything . But to be honest most people aren't aware that they are mentally ill. I didn't realise I was until I was sectioned and medicated and it took a long time for me to accept it.
sarah08459 stacey16142
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borderriever sarah08459
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You can make a double appointment, that will give you a slot of twenty mins.
Make a list of your problems, fears and concerns before you go to the Appointment. You will find the list will help you explain your needs and you will cover more problems you need explained
BOB
sarah08459 borderriever
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borderriever sarah08459
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Keep a hold, Good luck for tomorrow
BOB
borderriever sarah08459
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I have not tried it, normally a referral will be made by a Crisis Team,
Explain your activity at home, and your concerns regarding your condition.
Sometimes I can feel irrational and when that happens my Wife gets worried and She phones the Crisis Team and they are out and about with in about twelve hours or less.
Personally I am always wary of the Crisis Team. I am still having treatment and I will be taking further tests for Dementia in the next four weeks. The test generally take 5/6 weeks in the home as are the CPN calls
BOB
BOB
sarah08459
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Rung the doctors today and asked the reception for the results of blood test. Two things borderline and to discuss with gp at next appointment.
Well I don't know what they are as the reception wont tell me anything, even what a blood test tests for.
So now I must wait till Tuesday till appointment. I feel so tired today I can't even drive my eyes literally feel like they have been punched it hurts to even move them.
I hope on Tuesday I can discuss some of my symptoms again as I just cant even move from the sofa.
Misssy2 sarah08459
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I really feel like you need an antidepressent I was feeling so similar to you in the fact that I could not move from the sofa....and my Dr. prescribed an antidepressent. I am in the US.
Is it possible to find a different medical contact that will listen to you? why do you have to stay with this medical team? I don't understand the UK systems that much so forgive my ignorance.
sarah08459 Misssy2
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Im currently on 150mg of sertraline.
The uk system is basically a service where you dont pay any direct money from your hand and in return a doctor is on a yearly salary.
They also have a budget to stick to in prescribing medication etc and often use the cheapest alternatives.
I dont have much hope right now and just have to keep going.
Misssy2 sarah08459
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Can you ask for a different one?