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Wish it wud do 1 😭😭😭

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Gemmalemma15
Gemmalemma15

Afternoon every1, feel real bad today :-( 

Not slept good through nite & been up since 5past 5, feel real scared inside & mind is working over time, what if this, what if that 😭😭 my mind feels like it's going 2 explode, I gonna die 😭 were my boys gonna go, to top it off its my boys 8 bday today n I booked caravan so taking him away few days but I'm so scared, I'm defo going just scared summit is going to happen to me, I need it 2 do 1 I want my life back, I am trying to fight it carry on doing things I just feel rubbish n thinking silly things, how do u all get through it x

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  • louise37661
    louise37661 Gemmalemma15

    Posted

    Hi happy birthday to your little boy 😁

    I pretty much feel the same as you do I have done for months I have two boys and I feel massively guilty for not being what I would class as normal I do try to take each day as it comes but keeping busy doesn't make me feel better I am due to change my medication tonight so I feel nerved up to the heavens .

    Do you take medication or do you just try to cope ? 🌹

    • Gemmalemma15
      Gemmalemma15 louise37661

      Posted

      Yes luv I'm on steraline, thank u very for birthday wishes, 

      So true luv I feel guilty as well luv, it's rubbish ain't it luv, I just wish it wud do one 😭😭 what if this n what if that, if I die, if this happens :-( 

      I takin my boys away for weekend but I thinking, what if summit happens n I can't go out with them, or wot if I need ambulance :-(  omg I wish wud do 1. Wot tabs was u on luv x

    • louise37661
      louise37661 Gemmalemma15

      Posted

      It's a living nightmare you should really try to take them away they will enjoy it and I'm sure everything will be fine sometimes we just have to force ourselves 💐 so you take sertraline I was on that a long time ago but couldn't sleep I'm coming off mirtazipine and have to start duloxetine tonight I've been snappy moody and on edge for days worrying about it....don't you just feel that sometimes your brain would take some time out so we could just enjoy life for once and not worry about everything 🌹
    • Gemmalemma15
      Gemmalemma15 louise37661

      Posted

      Hey luv, yes been on steraline about 4month but not had this anxiety  this bad luv :-( been really bad last 2 month had few good days but still felt it, 2day is a real bad day :-( I wish it wud go luv can't do it much longer it's really doing me in :-( I always feel my meds are not working as just want this to go away, 

      Ooooo I hope ur tabs work love n u go on ok at doctors x

    • louise37661
      louise37661 Gemmalemma15

      Posted

      Bless you hun maybe when you go back doctors tell them maybe you are on the wrong dose ! I totally understand how you feel I too have had enough 😔 I so hope these new meds work I've wasted another 5months on mirtazipine to feel like I'm not actually taking anything .

      I wish you all the best hun 🌹

    • Gemmalemma15
      Gemmalemma15 louise37661

      Posted

      Thank u very much luv. I hope ur tabs are working luv & I wish u the best of look x
  • louise37661
    louise37661 Gemmalemma15

    Posted

    Ment to ask do you feel your meds are not working have you been on it long hun ? 🌷
  • lisalisa67
    lisalisa67 Gemmalemma15

    Posted

    Are you able to take xanac with the meds you are on? The. When you are awat of for some reason things go wrong you can take xanax and it would calm you down enough to continue to enjoy the trip. Its my go to med on vacarion thats why i am asking.
    • Gemmalemma15
      Gemmalemma15 lisalisa67

      Posted

      I ain't a clue, not heard of them but will ask my doctors as I feel shocking x
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