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Hello all I hope you had a nice Christmas
So.. I am a bit worried about something again and have tried to not allow myself to google etc. But my fears are not subsiding.
Christmas Day I was very anxious and when I finally relaxed I experienced a really bad pressure headache. The following day my sinuses felt awful and felt like they were burning (this has all gone now, by the way!) and come that evening I was so panicked I felt my head and sinuses would explode. I relaxed a little and it did subside.
The next day I went for a long walk with my partner and when I came home I felt better.
But then after sitting for a while I got up to find I had a sort of cramp in my calves.
It eased a little this afternoon, but after using my legs for driving etc, it's back again.
Of course... Google says brain tumour or MS. I panicked and am still panicking a bit now.
I talked things through with my counsellor but I still feel very uneasy.
I am terrified that I am dieing again - of some undetected thing. I have been to my GPnumerous times (and have another appointment next week,) but I'm worried.
My anxiety has been very very high recently and Christmas really did make things worse.
I had only a few weeks ago shown great improvement. I felt like my old self and many symptoms had lifted. Now I'm back at square one but with something new. It's always something new.
Please help x
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