worrying and worrying / stuck thoughts taking over my life
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Basically I had this girl around a week before she was leaving to go travelling, we had a fun night and shared affection and nearly went the whole way ( if you understand what I mean) but didn't in the end. She then left and has now left the country and I feel regretful and at a loose end because I always thought that I'd be her first time and have fixated on this for a while even though I've never had feelings for her. Anyway the other week I went to this girls house to see if that would help me feel better about the situation, but the thought of regret was just playing over in my mind and I felt so nervous that I had to take a valium tablet so I could relax and perform. I now have no confidence and think that because I never went the whole way with this girl that it will forever be there in my head when I try not move on with other girls. I worry that I'm going to worry when I get in intimate situations with girls, when I never really use to, Can someone give me a better way to think about this situation, I don't know how to deal with it all, I know it sounds stupid but its literally ruining my life and I'm only 20
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