Worthless

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I live life one failure at a time. I'm truly losing the will to live. I choose to help people....smile when I can..yet somehow I'm always the bad person in life and work. Been silent for a long time. I've been bullied by the best....and now I'm the one everyone hates.....figure that one out! Don't want to hurt anyone or be a burden anymore...just don't want to hurt anymore. Don't want pity either. I've had to fight and struggle in life...much more than most people I've ever met. Constantly being targeted by using people. I'm about to give them their wish soon. I have no strength left in my body or soul to continue with my life of failure. I'm not sure why I've been screwed over so badly by people,..Maybe the problem is me.  Maybe I come off wrong.  I've been told in the past that I scare people,...I'm intimidating,..I'm really not sure how I pull that off,..not even aware I'm acting or coming off that way.  I'm not sure what else to say...

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  • Posted

    hi midewlov, i think you've sent enough! you must have just a touch of faith in society you've written on here. you reached out and someone has responded. i think you are not all bad. the strongest people are dealt the hardest deals in life. you must be strong. you can only do what you can do and that is all. you are not superhuman. i hope someone eventually listens to you. everyone deserves a life.....

  • Posted

    Usually when someone is bullied they are worth something. Bullied people have great value on peoples eyes even in the eyes of the abusers.

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