Would you trust her again?
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Hi people. I think I've finally reached rock bottom. I now dread speaking to my counsellor as what we discuss is terrifying. I want to be off this planet so this pain stops. Is there anything a PTSD counsellor will do with that? I am not happy, this is no joke. My assaulters have won. They've got what they wanted. I'm dead inside. Being dead outside is the same! Thanks to you all. I can't continue to live.
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nicola20719 sam18386
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Hey, I've found there is nothing a PTSD counsellor can do for me, but I did find that one person can help me. It sounds ridiculous but my friend actually ended up helping me, which I never thought would happen. Will you reply to this or direct to my email? I saw there were no replies and that's upsetting to me, I'd have replied if I'd have seen this sooner xx
sam18386 nicola20719
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Hi Nicola, a lack of reply is due to being really poorly, which is my point I was trying to make, I am at my doctor's today! I have spoken to my best friend and she's feeling exactly the same, when I am well we are going to go out and really chat to each other. I didn't know she had such severe problems like me, we tell each other everything even in the middle of the night. She knows about my shattered saddened past but just supports me regardless, like I support her. Luckily the PTSD counsellor I have does understand me and knows I get really ill, have terrible PTSD nightmares and flashbacks and I think I have finally found that I can trust her and tell her things, which I couldn't originally. I hope you find a way to get the support you need.x