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I love music...it is the only release...the only time I feel no pain....or I feel the pain and it is felt in a healthy way....
I struggle with feelings....that is why I drink.
I struggle with reality...that is why I drink.
When music is on there is no reality...just noise that makes sense...that occupies my mind.....that moves my soul....I love music and I am so glad that I can dance SOBER.
When I was younger..I never thought I could dance sober...because from dance #1 I was DRUNK. And for years after that dancing was always drunk.
The first time I ever danced sober was last year , I was waiting for my b/f to come out of a rest room in a resturaunt we were at....the restroom was located in the "bar" area. In the bar area...there was a live band....I started to dance in place....and it felt so good to feel in control of my body...and I HAD MOVES...LOL.
He came out of the bathroom and I snuggled danced up to him...it was great...we hung out at the bar for a few minutes cause I was having so much fun sober.
Tonight we took a ride in the truck...3 good songs in a row....we were dancing in our seats..me out of control.....and loving it...and loving being sober enough to feel it.
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